| "I knew I should be grateful, only i couldn't feel a thing. If [they] had given me a ticket to Europe, or a round-the-world cruise, it wouldn't have made one scrap of difference to me, because wherever I sat--on the deck of a ship or at a street cafe in Paris or Bangkok--I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air"
Sylvia Plath - The Bell Jar
"Believe me, when a man has squandered his true joys, he's good as dead, I tell you, a living corpse"
Sophocles - Antigone
Update:
1. I have a boyfriend now. He is amazing.
2. No, Mia and I are not friends. That, I have realized, is probably never going to happen. We haven't been in contact for about two months.
3. I still can't get along with my family.
4. Other issues that I've brought up over and over again for the past couple years are --suprise!-- still around.
Maybe I'll like University more this coming year. Even if I don't, I can survive. |
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| I don't get you
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along
I've never been so alone
Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire
Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away
I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play
Seven six five four and I'm all over you
Counting three two one and I'm having fun
Don't Cry Out > Shiny Toy Guns
trying to patch things up with mia. ha. at times i wish we could be friends again. other times i feel like hey, i've gone without her for a long time. it doesn't make a difference to me if we're cool or if we don't talk. begh. i just get myself into these situations, don't i. before i didn't think about it much. now it's on my mind 80% of the time. really irritating.
well, nobody said it was going to be easy. |
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| yes, i hate to quote britney spears, but...
"boys. sometimes a girl just needs one."
its true though.
he has known his fair share of girls. probably definately. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm  need something to set me apart & special. in a good way.
and in the words of strongbad:
"i have a crush on every boy!"
[ARROWED!!!]
that's pretty much all i have to say for now. oh. and registration here online sucks ass. |
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